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Coping with mental health while having a disability

 Now you'll have to excuse me on this one, I am relatively new to the area of mental health when it comes to seeing mental health professionals, but I have dealt with my own mental health for some time now, has this been easy? No, it hasn't. My mental health comes in various forms, the most common - anxiety. Earlier this year, on the 26th of April, when I had my first appointment with a psychiatrist, I was diagnosed with situational anxiety. Still, I also had to cope with another big topic which is suicide. Recently this one has not been easy. I have been back and forth to doctor's appointments over the past month or so because I have had multiple things wrong; for example, I had to syringe out my ears, and I went back to a doctor's appointment to do with a burn. Why do I open up about mental health, you ask? Well, the thing is, like most people, I don't really want to, but it relieves frustration and some other emotions if people do open up about mental health as a...

Aspects of living with a disability part 23 - Dancing throughout life without legs

 Dancing through life without legs, no one can dance without legs, not even me. So much so that I have a ladder in my room that I used to pull up on, but since I got my new chair, I haven't done any yet, so when I do, I'll clue the view. Before I swapped my chairs, I developed my own form of pole dancing, which was different from the traditional sense but still dancing all the same. It has been a sporadic hobby for me, which I started when I was younger and then stopped for a while until picking it back up last year, where I performed it mostly without fear. Throughout my initial startup sessions last year, I would close my door and curtain so I could be free to be me with my knees against my bed; I would do ab work like no one else ever could, as it was unique to my chair and the positioning was in front of a busy stage where kids played at the fair. As a young kid in primary school, I took part in ballet classes with my friend Sophie and a bunch of my other friends. I current...

Living with a disability Part 31 - Facilitating carer management for a person with a physical disability

 In recent times this has been a very hard thing to do. Naturally, because my team is now so large, it is tough to juggle people's uni schedules around my rosters because I usually have to fit in with people's uni schedules instead of fitting in with my roster. I currently have 15 members of staff on a fortnightly rotating roster, and having to accommodate so many different people can be very draining; believe me, I don't do it because I want to; I do it because I have to otherwise, I wouldn't be able to live normally without assistance. Another thing with having a physical disability and managing such a big team is that you always feel like YOUR constantly on call, and what I mean by this is people can call in sick at any given moment. You'd have to be willing to coordinate replacements; believe me, this is not my favourite thing to do. It is actually very draining, especially in the early hours of the morning when you're trying to sleep, I can't tell you h...